I AM HOPELESS at 3:04 AM


I AM HOPELESS! I CAN'T EVEN HELP. I CANT EVEN DO ANYTHING TO HELP! WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?! I AM A SENIOR. I SHOULD KNOW! MY SHOOTING TODAY WAS LIKE WHEN I JUST STARTED SHOOTING! WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME TODAY?! ERR! I FEEL HOPELESS. ANGRY WITH MYSELF. FRUSTRATED. IRRITATED. HELPLESS. I WISH I KNEW EVERYTHING SO THAT I CAN HELP EVERYONE! THE JUNIOR! ERR. I WANT TO HELP HER BUT I CAN'T!! YOU CAN SEE HOW FRUSTRATED I AM FROM ALL THE CAPS >< WHY?! I WANT  TO HELP BUT WHY CANT I?!